Jus yesterday I was so willing to beg you to stay cause I thought I was jus so wrong for letting you go and it was my fault for us having problems , I was so willing to bend over backwards for someone who does not love me , for someone who does not care for me . But today I realized you don’t deserve me , you might laugh if I was to really say this to you , but you kno what thats cool too . I do deserve someone better , and I will find better later in time . I wish that I was able to wish the best for you and actually mean it but all I can do is hate you . But despite all of that I don’t regret you , because I did love you alot we had good times . But all the memories don’t mean shit to me now . Yes I was confusing about alot , but I realized that’s okay cause im young of course im not gonna kno exactly what I want everyday because im not even fully mature yet but I kno one thing that I was never confused about was the love I had for you , it was real , and even tho at times I didn’t kno what I want at the end of the day it still remained to be you . But you don’t deserve all of my love . Get that shit from someone else , im sure you already have . All im saying might be out of anger or maybe it isn’t , but most of me means every word .